Life would be easier if I didn’t believe in God. I wouldn’t feel as guilty all the time for all the shit I do, but I do believe in God no matter how hard I try not to. God has given me everything I’ve ever asked him for. I can’t recall one time he’s let me down, and that has to mean something. I used to be much more religious, before I got into the nonsense I’m into now, and went to a catholic school. I used to pray every night and try to get my family to become religious too, but now I barely pray and I don’t take church seriously. I guess you could say that it’s not God I have a problem with, it’s the religious people that force their opinions down my throat (being against gay rights and abortions etc.) It just turned me off to the whole christian thing. I guess you could say I’m agnostic? What it comes down to is that I believe he’s there and I believe I owe him a lot of thanks, but I can’t stand a lot of people that justify hate in his name.